This is a repost. I wrote this post for my original OH blog on February 21, 2018. I am sharing it again, and leaving it as/is, because this issue is hot again, and because it illustrates just how hypocritical and unhinged some men on social media are. It’s only gotten worse since 2018, although at least now, people I’m not connected to are prohibited from contacting me on messenger. Hopefully, I will be back later with a fresh post. Please be advised, this post includes some especially raw language, since that was what was in the “hate mail” I received.
A few days ago, I read a news article on the Army Times about a woman who left her newborn infant out in the cold. The baby girl, whose mother called her Parker, later died. Her mother was arrested and charged with murder, which was eventually reduced to a conviction of manslaughter. She was sentenced to nine years in prison.
Posting this photo because the other photo in this post includes objectionable language.
A man decided the comment section would be a good place to spout off his anti-abortion beliefs. Several women piped up, including yours truly. My first comment was “What the hell does this have to do with abortion?” Basically, the guy had said that if the mom had aborted her fetus, we’d all be applauding her choice. But to me, there’s a world of difference between abortion and murder.
I was going to just leave it at that, but several more men chimed in about how abortion is akin to murder. They had awful things to say about the women who choose abortion. I started thinking about all of my friends, single moms, who don’t get any support from the fathers of their children. I thought about my friends who have struggled through the physical, emotional, and financial demands of pregnancy. I thought about the women who died during childbirth or were even artificially kept alive after having collapsed from a medical condition while pregnant, basically being used as a vessel and referred to as a “host”. I thought of all the girls– still children– who get pregnant due to rape or incest and are forced to give birth even though they were barely out of babyhood themselves. It pissed me off.
So I responded that I don’t think men should have a right to an opinion about abortion, since it doesn’t directly affect them. That’s pretty much all I wrote, although I will admit to referring to “pro-life drivel”, because that’s pretty much what it is. I simply don’t believe men have any right dictating that women must remain pregnant on their say so. Especially since so few of them really care that much about supporting women or babies or even social programs that would help them get by if their partners don’t stick around. If they do support social programs, they tend to be religious based programs that promote their conservative ideologies.
A woman who gets pregnant out of wedlock might be called all kinds of insulting names with people making terrible assumptions about her character. If she decides she wants to have an abortion, for whatever reason, some people will try to shame or bully her, but they won’t offer her any help, other than to suggest giving the baby up for adoption. And it’s not their health or life on the line, is it?
I think it’s very offensive to compare abortion to the murder of a person who has already been born. If any of those guys had the opportunity to either save a child or a petri dish full of embryos, they would likely choose the child, right? The embryos have the potential to become a living person, if the right conditions are met. The child has already survived birth and therefore has personhood. An embryo doesn’t have personhood; it has the potential for personhood. It doesn’t seem right to me to consider an embryo’s rights over its mother’s, especially when we can’t even offer mothers affordable, accessible medical care.
Anyway, I made that post a few days ago and had pretty much forgotten about it until someone asked me to PM them some information about apartments Bill and I found in France. I took a look at my filtered messages and found this:
Poor Jason. He can’t handle a woman with opinions. Maybe I should have sent him a thumbs up to make him feel better?
Now let’s dissect this message. I don’t know Jason and Jason doesn’t know me. I did not specifically call him out in my comments. I did say that I don’t really care about the opinions of men who want to force women to be pregnant, since they aren’t the ones who will be dealing with the consequences of pregnancy. But I didn’t directly insult Jason, nor did I invite him to “die”, publicly or privately.
He called me a “fat murderous cunt”, with the word “cunt” all in capital letters. He didn’t call me ugly. He didn’t call me stupid. He called me fat. For the record, it doesn’t bother me that he called me fat, since I am admittedly pretty fat. However, I don’t think he could necessarily tell that by my profile picture. He probably only wrote it because there’s a false perception among men that that’s currently the worst thing you can say to a woman. Personally, I think a person can be both fat and beautiful, but then I’m open-minded like that.
I don’t think I’m a cunt, though, and I’m certainly not murderous. I have never killed anyone, nor have I ever had an abortion. I probably wouldn’t choose to have one, even if I managed to get pregnant at my age. I would probably only consider abortion if the fetus I was carrying had severe medical problems that would make giving birth crueler than having an abortion. Oh… and it’s likely I would abort a fetus that was conceived due to rape, even though I recognize that it wouldn’t be the fetus’s fault. But even in that circumstance, I couldn’t say I would definitely have an abortion. It would depend on how I felt.
I do think it’s odd that someone who is apparently pro-life would invite me to “go die”. What does he mean by that? Does he want me to commit suicide? It seems counterintuitive for a pro-life person to tell someone to “go die”. If you feel so strongly about protecting the unborn, why wouldn’t you feel similarly about those who managed to be born? Do these men have some sort of pregnancy fetish? Do they like unborn fetuses because they can’t express opinions? Why are these men more invested in the lives of the unborn than they are people who have been born? And… here’s another question. How many special needs babies have Jason and his ilk adopted? How many needy pregnant women have they supported? Do they vote for politicians who support the needs of women and children, so that choosing life over abortion would be more feasible for them?
Immediately calling a woman you don’t know a “fat cunt” says a whole about your attitude toward women. Why would I want to bring an innocent baby into a world where so many men feel free to use such filthy, misogynistic language toward women they don’t even know? Why would I even want a man like Jason within a hundred feet of an innocent baby? He clearly doesn’t recognize that I was once myself someone’s unborn baby. Would he have defended the unborn me, even though he apparently wants the born me to “go die”? Jason may not like my opinions about abortion, but that doesn’t give him the right to try to debase me with abusive language.
I am tired of reading outraged comments from men about abortion. Men do not directly have to face abortion. They don’t have to face pregnancy or any of the major life upheavals that can come from pregnancy. Therefore, in my view, when it comes to abortions, they shouldn’t have a vote. Now, once the baby is born, then hell yes– they have equal rights. But until that fetus turns into a live baby outside of the womb, then no. It’s not their body. It’s not their health. It’s not their business. If stating that makes me a fat murderous CUNT, so be it.
Would Jason really like it if I did “go die”? How would he know? He wouldn’t, because we don’t know each other, just like he doesn’t know the vast majority of women who are contemplating having abortions. It’s none of his business, just like my life or death is none of his business. I’m puzzled as to why my comments inflamed him so much that he felt compelled to swear at me in a private message using the most vulgar terms possible. Did it make him feel better to do that? Especially since it took me three days to find it? Does he want the world to be full of pro-life people who continually reproduce? Does he just want meek, submissive, docile women to populate the world with more people who will never have all they need?
He probably says the same thing to all the women who turn down his advances, and I’ll bet more than a few of them have. He seems to have the personality of a pissed off rattlesnake, which probably affects his love life. His mommy obviously never taught him to respect women, which in turn, probably means that he doesn’t get the chance to spread his seed very often. He’s just a pathetic example of a man. I’m glad I have Bill around to remind me that there are real men out there who can handle and even love a fat murderous cunt like me.
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